|My work out shoes are lonely|
I'm determined to make some changes though.
(Edit: update as of Monday I got a massage and went to Zumba!!)
Life is not going to be easy. So I work a ton. Oh well, that's my life right now, but if it's important to me to stay fit, I need to make the effort. Today I put on my one size smaller jeans. They are one size smaller than what I normally wear, but they fit okay with the exception that I get a bit of muffin top. They were uncomfortable and I was frustrated, because I should be able to fit into these by now!
Don't get me wrong, I am not over weight, but I also am not toned and that is what I want. I think of certain areas of my body as jello-y. I am the only one who can make that change and it needs to happen now. Of course it is hard to kick the jello-ness when your grandma buys you treats like this:
|These are just for my sister and I! Love my Grandma though :)|
I don't have time to go to the gym, I feel guilty working out at home instead of going to the gym, I don't have time, I'm too tired, I want to sleep, I don't want to use my dvds, I'll do it tomorrow, I lost the weight I wanted to lose so I don't need to work as much]
need to be invalid.
Today starts a new week.